dancinbutterfly: (Clone High -Life gives you Lemons)
!!!!YULETIDE!!!!

OH MAN YOU GUYS YULETIDE! This is my first Yuletide in two years and I wrote things! I was gifted things! Let me show you them. ♥_♥ First my prezzies ♥_♥  )

Also, I wrote. I wrote for the first time in a very long time and the things I wrote were deeply telling of where my head's at lately. They were all churned out in under three hours(not counting betaing/edits/rewrites) in bursts of creativity I havent experienced since I went back to working full time. They're real shorts and I'm exceedingly proud of all of them. I did something original with them, things that I've never done before even if it was just trying a new fandom so, if its okay I'm going to talk about process and stuff. I havent had a chance to do that in ages and all of the stories are under 3,000 words so they're good places to do it.

1)Title: Zack Don't Surf
For: queenofinsanity6
Fandom: World War Z - Max Brooks
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Pairing: OFC/OMC
Summary: Pensacola Beach, Florida: An interview with one of the founding members of The Santa Rosa Island Surf Patrol, the first prevention unit to use surfboards as a means to police and prevent zombies emerging from the Gulf of Mexico from reaching the shore.
My Offical Yuletide Fandom Assignment was World War Z: An Oral History of the Zombie War (the book, not the movie - they don't even compare). If you havent read it, it's basically Shoah for a fictional war. Survivors of the war all over the world share their stories with an interviewer who is recording them so that they're not lost to time - the same way Shoah records the first-person stories of Holocaust survivors. So now that you know the source, time to talk fic.

First off - the name. I havent been so damn proud of a title in AGES. Zack is what the people in the book call zombies much like American soldiers in the Vietnam conflict called the Vietcong soldiers Charlie. If you've ever seen Apocalypse Now - arguably the best Vietnam flick ever(arguably - my favorite though)- you know that there is a big emphasis on surfing in the movie revolving around Robert Duvall as a slightly crazy Lt. Col. Kilgore, notable for the line "I love the smell of Napalm in the morning...smells like victory" whose whole platoon were surf-happy. His whole troop are in the middle of an active battle and he decides, hey, time to surf! Six foot swells! The protest is that Charlie owns the point but Kilgore declares "Charlie don't surf!" Same concept here only zombies instead of communist Vietnamese. Yeah. I love it. So much. It just feels right given the content is a surf patrol for zombies that move through water and need to be stopped. I'm genuinely proud of it.

The rest of it was less easy as I spent ages trying to figure out what the actual fuck to do with this. Ages. I couldn't figure it out. Then, literally the day of the deadline it hit me like a storm surge wave - this a fandom built on personal survivor accounts so in order to write something for this fandom I had to go to my own survivor account. If you've been following me for any length of time, you know that I had my personal war with living in Florida and Tallahassee played a roll in the books as a relative safe zone so I figured - fuck it. I'll write what I know. Isnt that what everyone always says? I grew up in the location I used and lived their until I went to college and then on all my breaks. You know want to see some shit go to my tags and click hurricane, real life, family, or go to my very first posts where i talk about updating from my then boyfriends desktop because I was homeless due to housing destruction. It's not an exaggeration when I say my peer group were devastated before we were ably to leave that area. 9/11 opened our high school experience, two wars filled our middle years, and devastating hurricanes closing out our adolescence. Now my peers are dropping like flies. Literally every single character in Zack Don't Surf is named after someone from my graduating class who is now dead.

The story started with a male voice and a fabricated name but I stalled and deleted it. I felt that it was in keeping with the truth of WWZ to share my own losses through the narrative so thats what I did. Jenna, my protagonist, is not living my life. Her trauma is not my trauma but the places she went and love are the places I went and love and the keen sense of loss is my own. I left a large chunk of my heart on the page in Zack Don't Surf. If you want to take a look at my heart as it relates to the place that will always feel like home, even when I have a new place that feels like home, you should go read this one. I havent been truly proud of something I wrote in a long time. It was an experiment in epistolary/interview format to fit the book style and I think it worked. I'd love to know what yall think too. Also if you have any questions about the area - the culture, the lay out of the the Pensacola area, the Navy presence and its effect on the city, my personal experiences, or anything else please ask. I welcome them.


2)Title: Dominic and Submission
For: Opalsong
Fandom: The Fast and the Furious (2001), Fast and the Furious Series
Rating: Mature
Warning: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Pairing: Brian O'Conner/Dominic Toretto
Summary: Brian has hidden his submissive orientation most of his life out of necessity more than desire and he's been fine. Really. Until he meets Dominic Toretto then fine doesn't really fit the situation anymore. A BDSM-universe AU of The Fast and the Furious.
This was an Emergency Pinch Hit. It came out at the very last minute and was written in about an hour of glorious inspiration. I haven't written like that in months. It was beautiful and clear and bright. It was also nice to be able to contribute at the 11th hour rather than sliding in at the last minute for once.

This is also Baby's first BDSM-universe. I've been trying to write one of these for ages and for some reason this one just exploded out of me. Unlike the other ones I've read where submissive or dominant dynamic is tied to sexuality, I decided to equate it closer to a cisgender. Because of that, Brian being in hiding is less about him hating who he is and more about making choices he needs to in order to get by. I'm just so tired of D/s and ABOverses where the submissive or omega hates BEING submissive or omega - hates the very nature of who they are and fight it tooth and nail to the point of where if it is in fact equated with gender(which it is most often in ABO) it would equate with gender dysphoria and yet never treated as such. I also learned about Dr. James Barry aka the first female doctor who lived her entire life as a man around the same time as I wrote this which is where part of the idea came from. It made me think about the fact that sometimes there are reasons not to live as who you are but that doesn't mean you have to hate it. You can like who you are and hate the system or prejudices or dangers that make you need to had that while still valuing your own identity. I don't know if Dr. Barry felt that way but the idea of hiding your cisgender to pursue your dream to due so made me think about this stuff. So, this was an experiment in the difference between hiding and hating. With elements of desire and sexiness thrown in. Then I left the ending open which is something I almost never do. That was rough for me, giving myself permission to just walk away with the door ajar but it was *right* and I have to believe learning how to do that means I'm growing as a writer, doesn't it?

This is also one of the first time's I've gotten a request for a sequel from pretty much every single commenter. I think maybe one person didn't ask. That's new. EVERYONE asked I'm thrown quite frankly. I didnt think it'd cause that strong a reaction. But it did. So, I may be doing a rewatch of the movies because there are definitely elements of the dynamic world I want to explore.


3)Title: Killing To Save Lives Is Like Screwing for Virginity
For: ijemanja, raedbard, 100indecisions
Fandom The Cabin in the Woods (2011)
Rating: Mature
Warning: Suicide, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
Pairing: Gen
Summary: He is no Fool and she is no Virgin. Dana knows that doesn't mean the world has to end. Marty doesn't know how the world will go on.
There are major major spoilers in this one so I'm going to put it behind a cut but I hope you click it. They have to choose. )


So, that's my Yuletide. I think it might be more telling than a What I've Done Recently post could be but I am going to do one of those too.

Love

Mar. 24th, 2013 04:36 am
dancinbutterfly: (FOB - Mikey/Pete)
Some motherfucker thought it would be okay to plagerize my fic You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. If you've known me since 2010 or before, you probably know how much of me and my early depression went into that story and the sequels because you were around for the process. If you knew me after, you know how proud I am of it because it changed what I thought I was capable of. It's one of the boldest, scariest, best things I've done in bandom and in my writing in general and that piece of shit thought it was okay to Find+Replace the names and turn it into a Supernatural fic that didnt even make sense.

It was heartbreaking and infuriating not just to me but to the women who held my hand and spent hours at five a clock in the morning and one in the afternoon talking with me about the process and listening to me bitch and letting me spam them. It's a podfic project now. I'm working on another sequel fic for someone as a part of the car-auction payments. To say this story is a huge part of my life is an understatement and it was violated.

Bottom line? Not okay.

What was amazing is that you guys came out of the woodwork for me. From people I've never seen around bandom before, let alone me, my journal and my fic to people I've known since the beginning of my baby bandom days - came out to get my back, spread the word of what happened and come to my defense. The stolen version was off AO3 before I got home from work because of you guys. Twitter spread it, the work itself was flooded with comment, the stop-plagerism com had a post, and it even got mentioned on tumblr. I didn't even have make a post of my own about it because other people in bandom did it for me, and then signal boosted it.

I was wounded and all of you amazing people came to my aid. You guys protected me. You fought for me. You took care of me. You loved me.

I spend 90% of my time here in Georgia alone except for my mom and her boyfriend. I sometimes feel like I dont have any real friends because of that and then something like this happens and I remember, yes I fucking do. I have amazing beautiful loving friends all over the planet who will go to bat for me in a literal minute. Just because I cant go to the movies with you or out to dinner doesnt change that.

I say this a little more than twenty-four hours after we lost one of our big three, my personal true love in My Chemical Romance ending, but I am so fucking grateful. I'm so grateful through my devastation at this loss because thanks to knowing them I get to know all you and nothing is more valuable to me than that. Not even the music.

So mostly, I wanted to say thank you and holy shit do I love you guys back. I love you so much that sometimes it makes me cry a little. Or a lot. Thank you all for being you. Thank you for being my friends. Thank you for reminding me that there's a world of people who care about me, even if you are scattered and sometimes digital. Prisonverse and what happened means a lot to me. What you guys did for me and what that says means so much more.
dancinbutterfly: (Hunger Games - Salute)
So, I've been isolating, stress eating, oversleeping, having a hard time with ADLs(activies of daily living), can't keep track of time, and am morose. Translation: my depression is back. I met with Marlee during our counseling session and was like "I dont understand why I'm so depressed. I was doing so well."

Marlee stared at me with huge eyes goes "Dolores killed herself two weeks ago."

I stared back and go "She did?"

Marlee laces her fingers together and goes "Yes, Rachael, she did. It's the 31st." I did the math in my head. It had been 16 days since I found out that day, its been 18 days as of today. That...is less than 3 weeks. I cant believe I'm not trapped in a fetal position.

"Oh. I....forgot. Not that she died but that its only been two weeks. It feels like its been months."

"That's because the combination of the basic loss, the fact that it was a suicide, and the sexual assualt elements surrounding her last moments are a huge trauma for you. Your brain is trying to protect you while you react in a normal way. It's okay to be situationally depressed after something like this but your PTSD is giving probably you a defense that blocked out the why."

So....yeah. That happened? Marlee told me to cut myself some slack, give myself permission to rest, to let myself be sad.. Also I talked to my psychiatrist and we've upped my Cymbalta for a month or so because some of the physical symptoms of the depression are just too much for me to fight on my own. I've also been given permission to enjoy myself.

So in that vein? That little Steve/Darcy Avengers fic I was writing? It's now 20,074 as of yesterday(Its been ten days which means I've been averaging 2K a date) and went from boy-and-girl-fall-in-love-plus-superpowers to "oh hey HYDRA splinter groups, Armin Zola, Aleksander Lukin, and another very important Soviet asset that spent awhile on ice as it were" without my permission. Woops? I signed up for [livejournal.com profile] marvel_bang with it so there's that.

I dont know. It's good to be writing but it's hard, to be back here in the physical depression place I pulled myself out of with both arms months ago. At least this time it makes sense? I dont know. It's a confusing time right now. I've decided to start using this icon for Dolores posts because, to quote Katniss, "it means goodbye to someone you love". It's better than the sad John Crichton one, i think.

Dolores' birthday is in ten days. Mine is in thirteen. It's going to make this month complicated to me, regardless. Anyway. Thats what up with me.
dancinbutterfly: (Hunger Games - Salute)
So, I've been isolating, stress eating, oversleeping, having a hard time with ADLs(activies of daily living), can't keep track of time, and am morose. Translation: my depression is back. I met with Marlee during our counseling session and was like "I dont understand why I'm so depressed. I was doing so well."

Marlee stared at me with huge eyes goes "Dolores killed herself two weeks ago."

I stared back and go "She did?"

Marlee laces her fingers together and goes "Yes, Rachael, she did. It's the 31st." I did the math in my head. It had been 16 days since I found out that day, its been 18 days as of today. That...is less than 3 weeks. I cant believe I'm not trapped in a fetal position.

"Oh. I....forgot. Not that she died but that its only been two weeks. It feels like its been months."

"That's because the combination of the basic loss, the fact that it was a suicide, and the sexual assualt elements surrounding her last moments are a huge trauma for you. Your brain is trying to protect you while you react in a normal way. It's okay to be situationally depressed after something like this but your PTSD is giving probably you a defense that blocked out the why."

So....yeah. That happened? Marlee told me to cut myself some slack, give myself permission to rest, to let myself be sad.. Also I talked to my psychiatrist and we've upped my Cymbalta for a month or so because some of the physical symptoms of the depression are just too much for me to fight on my own. I've also been given permission to enjoy myself.

So in that vein? That little Steve/Darcy Avengers fic I was writing? It's now 20,074 as of yesterday(Its been ten days which means I've been averaging 2K a date) and went from boy-and-girl-fall-in-love-plus-superpowers to "oh hey HYDRA splinter groups, Armin Zola, Aleksander Lukin, and another very important Soviet asset that spent awhile on ice as it were" without my permission. Woops? I signed up for [livejournal.com profile] marvel_bang with it so there's that.

I dont know. It's good to be writing but it's hard, to be back here in the physical depression place I pulled myself out of with both arms months ago. At least this time it makes sense? I dont know. It's a confusing time right now. I've decided to start using this icon for Dolores posts because, to quote Katniss, "it means goodbye to someone you love". It's better than the sad John Crichton one, i think.

Dolores' birthday is in ten days. Mine is in thirteen. It's going to make this month complicated to me, regardless. Anyway. Thats what up with me.
dancinbutterfly: (Avengers-Thor-Darcy)
Today? I'm still fucking sad as hell but I also was able to write fic. Not just fic? But its fun and light. It's going to be Darcy/Steve, Bruce/Tony and oh god its bantery and light and just...its play. I missed this, the freedom to enjoy myself. I think it's because last night? I found this.

Homecoming 2004

I'm in the black leather with my hand up. DeeDee is touching my hand in the black and white. My little sister is beneath us, second back. It was so freaking happy that it unlocked something.

So now I have 1100 words of Darcy and Tony bantering. It feels so good. I dont have words for what its like to have that but its like BREATHING again.
dancinbutterfly: (Avengers-Thor-Darcy)
Today? I'm still fucking sad as hell but I also was able to write fic. Not just fic? But its fun and light. It's going to be Darcy/Steve, Bruce/Tony and oh god its bantery and light and just...its play. I missed this, the freedom to enjoy myself. I think it's because last night? I found this.

Homecoming 2004

I'm in the black leather with my hand up. DeeDee is touching my hand in the black and white. My little sister is beneath us, second back. It was so freaking happy that it unlocked something.

So now I have 1100 words of Darcy and Tony bantering. It feels so good. I dont have words for what its like to have that but its like BREATHING again.
dancinbutterfly: (Entourage - Victory)
HI! I SENT IN MY [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang! It is NOT the Hunger Games AU. That isnt finished. That will either be wave 2 or 3 because it has a long way to go content wise and I want it ready. But. It's done. It's turned in. I can't believe I wrote it, to be honest. If you dont know I've written it? I dare you to guess which is mine when claiming goes live. If you know, shhh. Dont spoil. If you dont? Seriously. Guess. *flop* Whatever. It's sent in, long before the deadline. *blows on finger guns* Boom. I refuse to miss a BBB yall. Refuse.
dancinbutterfly: (Entourage - Victory)
HI! I SENT IN MY [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang! It is NOT the Hunger Games AU. That isnt finished. That will either be wave 2 or 3 because it has a long way to go content wise and I want it ready. But. It's done. It's turned in. I can't believe I wrote it, to be honest. If you dont know I've written it? I dare you to guess which is mine when claiming goes live. If you know, shhh. Dont spoil. If you dont? Seriously. Guess. *flop* Whatever. It's sent in, long before the deadline. *blows on finger guns* Boom. I refuse to miss a BBB yall. Refuse.
dancinbutterfly: (Gone With The Wind)
So, lots going on! Yesterday Mom and I dropped the car off at our auto body place. Yes, so many wrecks that we have a PLACE. Since that's the case they know us and they're the cheapest and we're repeaters so they dont screw us because they want us to keep coming back. We havent got an estimate yet but its where we went last time and its a smaller fix so it should be less knock wood.

I'm still working my desk job at the treatment center. I make less than 100 bucks a week but that should help. In addition, my mom's started giving me a weekly allowance. Yes that makes me feel like a teenager. Do I care? NO. Money is money and it all goes to me getting my feet under me.

On the psychiatric and medically - I've lost 18 lbs thanks to portion control and hydration(64oz+ of water a day. Yeah, I dare you to get used to that. First month its like taking another medicine)! I'm getting back to exercising a little at a time so thats helping too. My anxiety level is still VERY high for no reason which physically and emotionally exhausting but I'm talking to my doctor about that on Friday but the skills I'm learning in DBT are finally starting to CLICK in my brain. Does that mean the crazy and the depression have eased up? No. What it means is? I've got coping skills - d. The paintings still amazing, doing ceramics at treatment is still mega satisfying and on top of that I've started drawing a lot when in crisis situations. Also I've been making beaded jewelry. It's like my artistic side was in hibernation for fifteen years and its finally woken up. I'm also spending a lot of time outside with my friend from treatment J, watching Spartacus and generally having a causal good time which falls under the treatment umbrella because I'm isolating less and working on socializing.

On the writing side - the Victor!Frank/Victor!Gerard, Stylist!Pete/Tribute!Patrick Hunger Games AU broke 30,000 words yesterday afternoon. It's the first time I've done different POVs in one story since Prisonverse and I forgot how much I liked it. 3 weeks until [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang rough drafts are due and as god is my witness? I'm going to have a rough draft which I would bet dollars to donuts will be at least another 20,000 MINIMUM not counting all the scenes I have to leave out to get first draft in on time. It's going to be full of (Scene where ____ happens) so that I can get it turned in but this will happen. See this *points at face* this is my determination face. It's going to get done you guys. As God is my witness, as God is my witness they're not going to lick me. I'm going to live through this and when it's all over, I'll never miss a [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang! I've even used my Gone with the Wind icon to make the point and everything.

Anyway, things arent perfect. However, with the Giving House covering the car and the knowledge that I can talk to my doctor about the physical anxiety and the art to take the place of eating my feelings and the fic to take the rest of my attention. Progress though!
dancinbutterfly: (Gone With The Wind)
So, lots going on! Yesterday Mom and I dropped the car off at our auto body place. Yes, so many wrecks that we have a PLACE. Since that's the case they know us and they're the cheapest and we're repeaters so they dont screw us because they want us to keep coming back. We havent got an estimate yet but its where we went last time and its a smaller fix so it should be less knock wood.

I'm still working my desk job at the treatment center. I make less than 100 bucks a week but that should help. In addition, my mom's started giving me a weekly allowance. Yes that makes me feel like a teenager. Do I care? NO. Money is money and it all goes to me getting my feet under me.

On the psychiatric and medically - I've lost 18 lbs thanks to portion control and hydration(64oz+ of water a day. Yeah, I dare you to get used to that. First month its like taking another medicine)! I'm getting back to exercising a little at a time so thats helping too. My anxiety level is still VERY high for no reason which physically and emotionally exhausting but I'm talking to my doctor about that on Friday but the skills I'm learning in DBT are finally starting to CLICK in my brain. Does that mean the crazy and the depression have eased up? No. What it means is? I've got coping skills - d. The paintings still amazing, doing ceramics at treatment is still mega satisfying and on top of that I've started drawing a lot when in crisis situations. Also I've been making beaded jewelry. It's like my artistic side was in hibernation for fifteen years and its finally woken up. I'm also spending a lot of time outside with my friend from treatment J, watching Spartacus and generally having a causal good time which falls under the treatment umbrella because I'm isolating less and working on socializing.

On the writing side - the Victor!Frank/Victor!Gerard, Stylist!Pete/Tribute!Patrick Hunger Games AU broke 30,000 words yesterday afternoon. It's the first time I've done different POVs in one story since Prisonverse and I forgot how much I liked it. 3 weeks until [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang rough drafts are due and as god is my witness? I'm going to have a rough draft which I would bet dollars to donuts will be at least another 20,000 MINIMUM not counting all the scenes I have to leave out to get first draft in on time. It's going to be full of (Scene where ____ happens) so that I can get it turned in but this will happen. See this *points at face* this is my determination face. It's going to get done you guys. As God is my witness, as God is my witness they're not going to lick me. I'm going to live through this and when it's all over, I'll never miss a [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang! I've even used my Gone with the Wind icon to make the point and everything.

Anyway, things arent perfect. However, with the Giving House covering the car and the knowledge that I can talk to my doctor about the physical anxiety and the art to take the place of eating my feelings and the fic to take the rest of my attention. Progress though!
dancinbutterfly: (Lady Gaga)
I have a few thousand words of [livejournal.com profile] no_tags fic. Anyone out there not doing it or is doing it but is free to beta - I could really use one. Help please?
dancinbutterfly: (Lady Gaga)
I have a few thousand words of [livejournal.com profile] no_tags fic. Anyone out there not doing it or is doing it but is free to beta - I could really use one. Help please?
dancinbutterfly: (Default)
So some of you know this but, um, I got eaten by a story this week. I've written more than 21,000 words in the last 7 days and finished a story. It's the most fucked up and well-executed thing I've ever written. I dont even have words for the warnings this would require and while its vaguely Pete/OMC, Pete/Ashlee, Ryan/Spencer, Ryan/Spencer/Pete its also SO NOT because this thing could be a stand-alone original Roman Vampire Story. I just...I have no real way to articulate this story except that...what the hell? *rubs face* It's officially longer than the Patrick the Vampire Slayer story it was supposed to be a prequel to. Some of the things these vampires get up to...I just- True Blood wouldn't show it. That's how bad. I kinda want to get it published but it is so fucking insanely violent and perverse that I cant begin to imagine where to send it. I just. I can't. Help? I've fallen down the rabbit hole and I cant get out.
dancinbutterfly: (Default)
So some of you know this but, um, I got eaten by a story this week. I've written more than 21,000 words in the last 7 days and finished a story. It's the most fucked up and well-executed thing I've ever written. I dont even have words for the warnings this would require and while its vaguely Pete/OMC, Pete/Ashlee, Ryan/Spencer, Ryan/Spencer/Pete its also SO NOT because this thing could be a stand-alone original Roman Vampire Story. I just...I have no real way to articulate this story except that...what the hell? *rubs face* It's officially longer than the Patrick the Vampire Slayer story it was supposed to be a prequel to. Some of the things these vampires get up to...I just- True Blood wouldn't show it. That's how bad. I kinda want to get it published but it is so fucking insanely violent and perverse that I cant begin to imagine where to send it. I just. I can't. Help? I've fallen down the rabbit hole and I cant get out.
dancinbutterfly: (Writing - Hamlet 2)
This is my last week at Ridgeview Day Hospital. After that I'll probably be transfering to a different, longer term day program but its still uncertain. I'm trying not to think about this!

So in the grand tradition of [livejournal.com profile] tabula_x_rasa, [livejournal.com profile] tuesdaysgone, [livejournal.com profile] jezrana and [livejournal.com profile] mizubyte who I stole it from - the DVD commentary meme! I am a fan of navel-gazing memes especially since I am in fact meant to be working on Other Things. I'll answer DVD commentary/Q&A type questions about my fic if anyone wants to ask them. My masterlist is up to date on bandom minus comment fic type stories (one day I will fix this) but the fanfic tag on my LJ will take you to deeper and darker places like my Entourage fic or my older and dustier stories from long past ala The OC or Drake and Josh. Anyway, yeah. Please to be asking questions yall? I'm stuck on what I should be doing and memes like this almost always loosen me up. YOURE DOING A GOOD DEED IF YOU PLAY! :D

Also - completely unconnected to this meme or my emotional state in regards to treatment: Lets reflect for a moment that we live in a world where My Chem(the group English newspapers accused of being a suicide-encouraging death cult) does a song on Yo Gabba Gabba about how everyone is special. Life is lovely isnt it?
dancinbutterfly: (Writing - Hamlet 2)
This is my last week at Ridgeview Day Hospital. After that I'll probably be transfering to a different, longer term day program but its still uncertain. I'm trying not to think about this!

So in the grand tradition of [livejournal.com profile] tabula_x_rasa, [livejournal.com profile] tuesdaysgone, [livejournal.com profile] jezrana and [livejournal.com profile] mizubyte who I stole it from - the DVD commentary meme! I am a fan of navel-gazing memes especially since I am in fact meant to be working on Other Things. I'll answer DVD commentary/Q&A type questions about my fic if anyone wants to ask them. My masterlist is up to date on bandom minus comment fic type stories (one day I will fix this) but the fanfic tag on my LJ will take you to deeper and darker places like my Entourage fic or my older and dustier stories from long past ala The OC or Drake and Josh. Anyway, yeah. Please to be asking questions yall? I'm stuck on what I should be doing and memes like this almost always loosen me up. YOURE DOING A GOOD DEED IF YOU PLAY! :D

Also - completely unconnected to this meme or my emotional state in regards to treatment: Lets reflect for a moment that we live in a world where My Chem(the group English newspapers accused of being a suicide-encouraging death cult) does a song on Yo Gabba Gabba about how everyone is special. Life is lovely isnt it?
dancinbutterfly: (FOB - Mikey/Pete)
For those of you here for the fic and shit rather than the personal stuff - I posted an old but revised ~400 word peek of Slideverse over here for "show and tell" at [livejournal.com profile] wrisomifu. I've opened this and another one back up for the writing of November. I know some of you guys are following me for Slideverse in particular and thought you might like the look. The comm is locked so you can read it here under the cut if you like.

Read more... )
dancinbutterfly: (FOB - Mikey/Pete)
For those of you here for the fic and shit rather than the personal stuff - I posted an old but revised ~400 word peek of Slideverse over here for "show and tell" at [livejournal.com profile] wrisomifu. I've opened this and another one back up for the writing of November. I know some of you guys are following me for Slideverse in particular and thought you might like the look. The comm is locked so you can read it here under the cut if you like.

Read more... )
dancinbutterfly: (Default)
So, real life seems to have consumed my usual sources for assistance in the betaing area. Totally understandable but good lord I'm in a slight panic at the moment.

If anyone can lend a hand and do an emergency "there arent enough hours in the day" beta - I'd be extra grateful. Grovel at your feet grateful in fact. The story is about ~20K, in the Prisonverse and my posting date is Sept 2.

*puppy eyes*

Please? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller?
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So, real life seems to have consumed my usual sources for assistance in the betaing area. Totally understandable but good lord I'm in a slight panic at the moment.

If anyone can lend a hand and do an emergency "there arent enough hours in the day" beta - I'd be extra grateful. Grovel at your feet grateful in fact. The story is about ~20K, in the Prisonverse and my posting date is Sept 2.

*puppy eyes*

Please? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller?

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