dancinbutterfly: (Gone With The Wind)
Which means its after 4am here in London and I tried to lay down in bed - a really nice bed in a really nice hotel that I fled to for the end of my trip here in the UK. But oh my god, I can't stop my brain from thinking All The Things. I am leaving the UK after spending, literally, ALL of 2011 thus far here. I have to get on a plane. I am going back to a town I've never lived in. I'll be starting my final semester as an undergrad.I will have to move my stuff. I have to readjust to living with my mom. I have to start with a new therapist and probably a new psychiatrist as well. ALL OF THE THINGS I AM THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW INSTEAD OF DOING WHAT I WANT WHICH IS SLEEPING.

I don't know, new things. New things are good. And I'm in bed thinking about all the absolutely amazeballs times I've had since I got here but it makes me want to cry because oh, it's been so good for me you guys. I saw my band five times in two countries and I had my best friend living in my building and my mom came and explored with me and I got a tattoo and I got to meet all these amazing fandom people in real life, especially the Hardwire Harlots. All of these amazing amazing things have happened and I'm so much better than I was this time last year but yeah. Not having the easiest time getting to sleep because man. That's a lot to put on one little brain.

So I'm going to go back to bed and try to sleep and wish you all the best days and all of the hugs.

ESPECIALLY TO [livejournal.com profile] bebunny WHO I HOPE HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER! (its technically still your birthday in other places like the US and Guatemala. /o\)
dancinbutterfly: (Gone With The Wind)
Which means its after 4am here in London and I tried to lay down in bed - a really nice bed in a really nice hotel that I fled to for the end of my trip here in the UK. But oh my god, I can't stop my brain from thinking All The Things. I am leaving the UK after spending, literally, ALL of 2011 thus far here. I have to get on a plane. I am going back to a town I've never lived in. I'll be starting my final semester as an undergrad.I will have to move my stuff. I have to readjust to living with my mom. I have to start with a new therapist and probably a new psychiatrist as well. ALL OF THE THINGS I AM THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW INSTEAD OF DOING WHAT I WANT WHICH IS SLEEPING.

I don't know, new things. New things are good. And I'm in bed thinking about all the absolutely amazeballs times I've had since I got here but it makes me want to cry because oh, it's been so good for me you guys. I saw my band five times in two countries and I had my best friend living in my building and my mom came and explored with me and I got a tattoo and I got to meet all these amazing fandom people in real life, especially the Hardwire Harlots. All of these amazing amazing things have happened and I'm so much better than I was this time last year but yeah. Not having the easiest time getting to sleep because man. That's a lot to put on one little brain.

So I'm going to go back to bed and try to sleep and wish you all the best days and all of the hugs.

ESPECIALLY TO [livejournal.com profile] bebunny WHO I HOPE HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER! (its technically still your birthday in other places like the US and Guatemala. /o\)
dancinbutterfly: (Venture Bros. - Excuse me?)
Its almost 6am - I've been up all night, stuck in an adrenaline fueled flight-or-fight nightmare all goddamn night. I walked into my dorm room and found the room to be filled with three guys who glared at me and I just - lost it a bit. I was scared, okay? So scared that I couldnt do much of anything but get the fucking fuck OUT of there. They gave me angry eyes and all I could think was "oh god, there's 3 of them. They're angry and can hurt me.Run. Run now and dont go back." Yeah. So it was a long night. Long long long. I havent been back up since. Yeah, fear of men. Idk where it comes from - I've never been attacked or abused but oh god, it was intense that fear.

Then I went to make changes which was just a clusterfuck that made me feel crazy and awful for being scared and unable to relax in a room full of men where I was the only small vulnerable girl. The reception guy made me feel like this. Twice in one night. The second attempt went like this.

Click to read the sloppy goatfuck of a conversation that I'm not particularly proud of. )

Yeah. It's ugly. I have NEVER in my fucking life reached that point with someone in service. NEVER. But I did there and you know what? I'm not sorry. I wish I could be. I'm too hurt and still too tired and angry and scared and upset to be sorry. No, i know it was over nothing - but this asshole dismissing the feeling of pure fucking fear I feel even going near that room doesn't help either. Is it logical? No. Do I care? No.

God. Tonight was amazing, you now? I saw Panic At the Disco. I saw my girls. It was amazing. I should've spent the last six hours in blissful slumber. But no. Now I feel guilty and crazy and angry and hurt and have to find a new place to stay. Awesome. Just fucking awesome. I feel like shit and still havent slept. Thats all I want. I just want to sleep.

No, actually? I want to go home to the US. I'm done here. Any further pushing can't end well. It just cant.
dancinbutterfly: (Venture Bros. - Excuse me?)
Its almost 6am - I've been up all night, stuck in an adrenaline fueled flight-or-fight nightmare all goddamn night. I walked into my dorm room and found the room to be filled with three guys who glared at me and I just - lost it a bit. I was scared, okay? So scared that I couldnt do much of anything but get the fucking fuck OUT of there. They gave me angry eyes and all I could think was "oh god, there's 3 of them. They're angry and can hurt me.Run. Run now and dont go back." Yeah. So it was a long night. Long long long. I havent been back up since. Yeah, fear of men. Idk where it comes from - I've never been attacked or abused but oh god, it was intense that fear.

Then I went to make changes which was just a clusterfuck that made me feel crazy and awful for being scared and unable to relax in a room full of men where I was the only small vulnerable girl. The reception guy made me feel like this. Twice in one night. The second attempt went like this.

Click to read the sloppy goatfuck of a conversation that I'm not particularly proud of. )

Yeah. It's ugly. I have NEVER in my fucking life reached that point with someone in service. NEVER. But I did there and you know what? I'm not sorry. I wish I could be. I'm too hurt and still too tired and angry and scared and upset to be sorry. No, i know it was over nothing - but this asshole dismissing the feeling of pure fucking fear I feel even going near that room doesn't help either. Is it logical? No. Do I care? No.

God. Tonight was amazing, you now? I saw Panic At the Disco. I saw my girls. It was amazing. I should've spent the last six hours in blissful slumber. But no. Now I feel guilty and crazy and angry and hurt and have to find a new place to stay. Awesome. Just fucking awesome. I feel like shit and still havent slept. Thats all I want. I just want to sleep.

No, actually? I want to go home to the US. I'm done here. Any further pushing can't end well. It just cant.
dancinbutterfly: (Yay! - Kermit the frog)
I have moved out of dorm. I've gotten everything packed away. I got approval from FSU to be a transit student so that I can finish my last 2 classes in Atlanta.

AND OH YEAH! I SENT IN MY BBB! \o/ Its got about 1K words of outline but dear lord. It's sent. It has a summary. All of the things are accomplished. I'm on vacation mofo!
dancinbutterfly: (Yay! - Kermit the frog)
I have moved out of dorm. I've gotten everything packed away. I got approval from FSU to be a transit student so that I can finish my last 2 classes in Atlanta.

AND OH YEAH! I SENT IN MY BBB! \o/ Its got about 1K words of outline but dear lord. It's sent. It has a summary. All of the things are accomplished. I'm on vacation mofo!
dancinbutterfly: (Old Spice -  THE TICKETS ARE NOW DIAMOND)
Teresa got up at o'dark thirty in the deepest asscrack of dawn and ventured down to the National to cue for HOURS for tickets to Frankenstein - starting Benedict Cumberbatch as the Creature, Jonny Lee Miller as Victor Frankenstein (who switch roles from show to show) directed by Danny Boyle. Yeah. Stop and process THAT for a second. Yes, it was as fucking spectacular as you'd imagine. Teresa's efforts paid of because had seats in the front row. HELL YES!

I read Frankenstein once, lightly, when I was in high school. I liked this version SO much better. It's got some seriously triggery issues but it's dealt with...so interestingly. This is the first version of the original story I've ever seen where the ending in the Arctic has ever been TRULY horrifying, partly in how heartbreaking it was.

I know i have quite a few Sherlock fans on my Flist. So I'll just end the suspense - when Cumberbatch is the monster? He's naked for basically the first...oh, lord, 10-15 minutes of the show? The man's ass yall? is spectacular. Forgetting for a second that he gave this amazing, visceral, intensely physical performance? Mmm. Dat ass. Anyway, back to the play. It was stunning. Spectacular doesnt really boil it down. Everything really paled in comparison to Cumberbatch's Creature - who was curious and desperate and lonely and aching to be loved and lost and angry and so alive from beginning to end. Ugh. Blown away, totally.

The set and production design were insane. Google some pictures and video. It's worth a look. Whoever designed it in tandem with the Olivier Theater's rotating stage was a fucking genius. GENIUS I SAY!

Here's a quick look at the theater from where we were sitting. )

After the play, I dragged Teresa out to the stage door to wait for pictures. Only, there were a couple unexpected arrivals! Miriam Margolyes (of The Worst Witch and Prof Sprout in the HP flicks) waltzed in to meet a friend. AND THEN! WHILE WE ARE WAITING, OUT COMES DAMIAN LEWIS. YES! THAT ONE! THE ONE WHO WAS IN BAND OF BROTHERS AND LIFE AND JUST, UGH! MY FAVORITEST GINGER YOU GUYS!

I got a picture of him speaking to Miriam and he was kind enough to take a photo with me. Please ignore how I look like hell. Long day. Instead, notice the GREEN VELVET SMOKING JACKET THAT DAMIAN LEWIS IS ROCKING!

Damian Lewis is a boss )

And then there was more waiting - Teresa and I played Trivial Pursuit on my iTouch and waited. Then Benedict came out. The poor man got mobbed. I'm usually good at reaching people but yeah. There was no shot this time. For those of you who are fans, I'll post the pictures anyway because hey, new pictures are new pictures. :D Jonny Lee Miller came out as well. HE IS BALD YOU GUYS! IDK HOW TO COPE WITH THIS FACT.

All the dirty girls love Benedict Cumberbatch. And Jonny Lee Miller. )

Jonny didnt have time to take a picture either :( but as he was signing I silded up and said "For the record? I loved Eli Stone. I watched it live and I wish it hadn't been cancelled." That actually made him stop. He looked up and was like "Really? Thank you. I'm so glad you liked it.That means a lot" Like, yes, I saw that poor cancelled show you did that was LOVELY and SWEET and MADE VICTOR GARBER SING IN A SAVILLE ROW SUIT. But then they all rushed off and so did Teresa and I.

But yeah. AMAZING play, AWESOME night. Just so much good you guys, there's not even words :D If you're in the UK? DO YOUR BEST TO GET YOUR ASS TO THIS PLAY BEFORE IT ENDS! You wont be sorry.
dancinbutterfly: (Old Spice -  THE TICKETS ARE NOW DIAMOND)
Teresa got up at o'dark thirty in the deepest asscrack of dawn and ventured down to the National to cue for HOURS for tickets to Frankenstein - starting Benedict Cumberbatch as the Creature, Jonny Lee Miller as Victor Frankenstein (who switch roles from show to show) directed by Danny Boyle. Yeah. Stop and process THAT for a second. Yes, it was as fucking spectacular as you'd imagine. Teresa's efforts paid of because had seats in the front row. HELL YES!

I read Frankenstein once, lightly, when I was in high school. I liked this version SO much better. It's got some seriously triggery issues but it's dealt with...so interestingly. This is the first version of the original story I've ever seen where the ending in the Arctic has ever been TRULY horrifying, partly in how heartbreaking it was.

I know i have quite a few Sherlock fans on my Flist. So I'll just end the suspense - when Cumberbatch is the monster? He's naked for basically the first...oh, lord, 10-15 minutes of the show? The man's ass yall? is spectacular. Forgetting for a second that he gave this amazing, visceral, intensely physical performance? Mmm. Dat ass. Anyway, back to the play. It was stunning. Spectacular doesnt really boil it down. Everything really paled in comparison to Cumberbatch's Creature - who was curious and desperate and lonely and aching to be loved and lost and angry and so alive from beginning to end. Ugh. Blown away, totally.

The set and production design were insane. Google some pictures and video. It's worth a look. Whoever designed it in tandem with the Olivier Theater's rotating stage was a fucking genius. GENIUS I SAY!

Here's a quick look at the theater from where we were sitting. )

After the play, I dragged Teresa out to the stage door to wait for pictures. Only, there were a couple unexpected arrivals! Miriam Margolyes (of The Worst Witch and Prof Sprout in the HP flicks) waltzed in to meet a friend. AND THEN! WHILE WE ARE WAITING, OUT COMES DAMIAN LEWIS. YES! THAT ONE! THE ONE WHO WAS IN BAND OF BROTHERS AND LIFE AND JUST, UGH! MY FAVORITEST GINGER YOU GUYS!

I got a picture of him speaking to Miriam and he was kind enough to take a photo with me. Please ignore how I look like hell. Long day. Instead, notice the GREEN VELVET SMOKING JACKET THAT DAMIAN LEWIS IS ROCKING!

Damian Lewis is a boss )

And then there was more waiting - Teresa and I played Trivial Pursuit on my iTouch and waited. Then Benedict came out. The poor man got mobbed. I'm usually good at reaching people but yeah. There was no shot this time. For those of you who are fans, I'll post the pictures anyway because hey, new pictures are new pictures. :D Jonny Lee Miller came out as well. HE IS BALD YOU GUYS! IDK HOW TO COPE WITH THIS FACT.

All the dirty girls love Benedict Cumberbatch. And Jonny Lee Miller. )

Jonny didnt have time to take a picture either :( but as he was signing I silded up and said "For the record? I loved Eli Stone. I watched it live and I wish it hadn't been cancelled." That actually made him stop. He looked up and was like "Really? Thank you. I'm so glad you liked it.That means a lot" Like, yes, I saw that poor cancelled show you did that was LOVELY and SWEET and MADE VICTOR GARBER SING IN A SAVILLE ROW SUIT. But then they all rushed off and so did Teresa and I.

But yeah. AMAZING play, AWESOME night. Just so much good you guys, there's not even words :D If you're in the UK? DO YOUR BEST TO GET YOUR ASS TO THIS PLAY BEFORE IT ENDS! You wont be sorry.
dancinbutterfly: (Yay! - Kermit the frog)
So, I went Passover shopping in Golders Green today after therapy. *flops* Omg, exhausting. Good exhausting, omnom matzoh ball soup mix and kosher meat and kiddush wine.

I AM HAVING SEDERS! There will be one Sunday evening and one Monday evening. Last years was EPIC and I dont know if I can live up to it. However, it is pretty much guaranteed to be awesome because its passover.

THIS IS AN OPEN INVITATION TO LONDON PEOPLE ON MY FLIST! PLEASE COME TO MY SEDER! I WANT YOU THERE.

There's a very important line in the Seder that says "Let all who are hungry come and eat." Well, to my beloved London people, Jews, Christians, Muslims, atheists, and believers in other faiths I am too tired to list - you are welcome. Please join me. I'm cooking up a storm and I want to feed you. I want you to make the my favorite holiday even more special by being my guest. Drop me a comment ASAP if you can come Sunday or Monday or both (time is negotiable once I know what people's schedules look like) so I can PM you information. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY PASSOVER!


Also - I got movement on my BBB \o/ So I get to do this!

Waiting in the Sky


18235 / 20000 words. 91% done!
dancinbutterfly: (Yay! - Kermit the frog)
So, I went Passover shopping in Golders Green today after therapy. *flops* Omg, exhausting. Good exhausting, omnom matzoh ball soup mix and kosher meat and kiddush wine.

I AM HAVING SEDERS! There will be one Sunday evening and one Monday evening. Last years was EPIC and I dont know if I can live up to it. However, it is pretty much guaranteed to be awesome because its passover.

THIS IS AN OPEN INVITATION TO LONDON PEOPLE ON MY FLIST! PLEASE COME TO MY SEDER! I WANT YOU THERE.

There's a very important line in the Seder that says "Let all who are hungry come and eat." Well, to my beloved London people, Jews, Christians, Muslims, atheists, and believers in other faiths I am too tired to list - you are welcome. Please join me. I'm cooking up a storm and I want to feed you. I want you to make the my favorite holiday even more special by being my guest. Drop me a comment ASAP if you can come Sunday or Monday or both (time is negotiable once I know what people's schedules look like) so I can PM you information. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY PASSOVER!


Also - I got movement on my BBB \o/ So I get to do this!

Waiting in the Sky


18235 / 20000 words. 91% done!
dancinbutterfly: (Tattoo)
So! Today I got my tattoo! This is the third one and I've been thinking about it for months and months. Now I have him! I got this dragon because, well, for lots of reasons.

I've loved dragons ever since I was a very very little girl. All my favorite movies and books seemed to at least mention them. They've captured my imagination my whole life and are pretty emblematic of my creative dreams for myself. So, this one is about that to a certain extent.

It is also representative of Great Britain, obviously. As my tattoo artist Jordan loved to say - a Welsh dragon by a Welsh tattooist. I got the dragon in this style because, well, its representative of this island and absolutely everything I've gotten out of being here - both times I made the trip.

Mostly though, this dragon is about strength, courage, and a desire to face my future. Dragons have always been emblematic of power - obviously - but for me personally as well. So, the goal of this was harnessing the power I've found in myself and actually using it for my future. I want to leave the UK and take all the inner strength I've gained and actually live my life. The puppet was about freeing myself. The guns were about surviving. This one is about living.

It's amazing, really, how much power a couple hours and some ink can do. It's not like its made my burden or fears lighter or made me stronger. Having this is tattoo has more made me realize that, now that I am stronger, the burden feels lighter. Taking deep breaths have been easier all day. It's kind of amazing.

Pictures of my dragon are under the cut. I'd love to know what you think. )
dancinbutterfly: (Tattoo)
So! Today I got my tattoo! This is the third one and I've been thinking about it for months and months. Now I have him! I got this dragon because, well, for lots of reasons.

I've loved dragons ever since I was a very very little girl. All my favorite movies and books seemed to at least mention them. They've captured my imagination my whole life and are pretty emblematic of my creative dreams for myself. So, this one is about that to a certain extent.

It is also representative of Great Britain, obviously. As my tattoo artist Jordan loved to say - a Welsh dragon by a Welsh tattooist. I got the dragon in this style because, well, its representative of this island and absolutely everything I've gotten out of being here - both times I made the trip.

Mostly though, this dragon is about strength, courage, and a desire to face my future. Dragons have always been emblematic of power - obviously - but for me personally as well. So, the goal of this was harnessing the power I've found in myself and actually using it for my future. I want to leave the UK and take all the inner strength I've gained and actually live my life. The puppet was about freeing myself. The guns were about surviving. This one is about living.

It's amazing, really, how much power a couple hours and some ink can do. It's not like its made my burden or fears lighter or made me stronger. Having this is tattoo has more made me realize that, now that I am stronger, the burden feels lighter. Taking deep breaths have been easier all day. It's kind of amazing.

Pictures of my dragon are under the cut. I'd love to know what you think. )
dancinbutterfly: (Black Books - LOLLY)
So, looooong week. Long. Awesome but long. My mother arrived last Saturday and left today. We tore up London and I got her out to Stonehenge/Windsor Castle/Bath but man. BUSY! It was great to have her here though. She finally gets it I think, why I love it so much here. She's not really built for city life. But she got to meet the lovely [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx and my writing teacher (oh that was interesting) and we hung out with Teresa and generally had a lovely lovely time. The Tower of London was freaking amazing, seriously - I'm so glad I did it with my mom. She and I are both tremendous history geeks and it was nice to go with someone as enthusiastic as me.

However, her presence does remind me that I have to figure out where I'm going after school ends and before I go back to the US. I will hostel it up most of the time but serious, my British brethern, if ANY of you can put me up for the weekend of the royal wedding? I'd be forever grateful. Staying in a hostel that Friday, Saturday and Sunday is the same amount as I'll end up spending for the other two weeks and I just cant afford it *pulls hair* DAMN YOU ROYAL COUPLE! YOUR TIMING THREW OFF MY GROOVE!

In less realistic, life involving news I havent written on my [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang in about two weeks. Hoshit. The niggling creative panic man, its that time of year again /o\ SOMEONE MAKE ME WRITE! AH!

Anyway, how be you guys? I missed you!
dancinbutterfly: (Black Books - LOLLY)
So, looooong week. Long. Awesome but long. My mother arrived last Saturday and left today. We tore up London and I got her out to Stonehenge/Windsor Castle/Bath but man. BUSY! It was great to have her here though. She finally gets it I think, why I love it so much here. She's not really built for city life. But she got to meet the lovely [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx and my writing teacher (oh that was interesting) and we hung out with Teresa and generally had a lovely lovely time. The Tower of London was freaking amazing, seriously - I'm so glad I did it with my mom. She and I are both tremendous history geeks and it was nice to go with someone as enthusiastic as me.

However, her presence does remind me that I have to figure out where I'm going after school ends and before I go back to the US. I will hostel it up most of the time but serious, my British brethern, if ANY of you can put me up for the weekend of the royal wedding? I'd be forever grateful. Staying in a hostel that Friday, Saturday and Sunday is the same amount as I'll end up spending for the other two weeks and I just cant afford it *pulls hair* DAMN YOU ROYAL COUPLE! YOUR TIMING THREW OFF MY GROOVE!

In less realistic, life involving news I havent written on my [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang in about two weeks. Hoshit. The niggling creative panic man, its that time of year again /o\ SOMEONE MAKE ME WRITE! AH!

Anyway, how be you guys? I missed you!
dancinbutterfly: (Clerks)
So, tonight Teresa and I went to the Soho Theater to see Shappie Khorshandi do stand up. We got there about an hour early because seats are first come first serve. While we're standing in line, Alan freaking Rickman walks down from the upstairs where he must have seen an earlier show. THIS GUY IS SO FREAKING AMAZING YALL! HE WAS HANS GRUBER! THE METATRON! PROFESSOR SNAPE! HE IS RIGHT THERE YOU GUYS! Teresa just kinda stared and I was like "omg hold my hoodie" for a second, and scurried after him and his group as they went into the theater bar. From there I did the stuttery, ridiculous fangirl thing of telling him what a fan I was and asking for an autograph, all flustered. He gave me one ♥ and I told him I'd been a fan since Dogma, which made him smile hugely at me and then hurried away because I dont want to be a bother. But still. AWESOME OH MY GOD!

In other news, my mother arrives on Saturday. YAY! I missed her and she's going to enjoy London so much.

Also - I am craving McDonalds. Desperately. There arent words you guys. We're talking for the last week to two and all the time. I cannot stop thinking about it. WTF IS UP WITH THAT YOU GUYS?! Anyway :D How are you guys?!
dancinbutterfly: (Clerks)
So, tonight Teresa and I went to the Soho Theater to see Shappie Khorshandi do stand up. We got there about an hour early because seats are first come first serve. While we're standing in line, Alan freaking Rickman walks down from the upstairs where he must have seen an earlier show. THIS GUY IS SO FREAKING AMAZING YALL! HE WAS HANS GRUBER! THE METATRON! PROFESSOR SNAPE! HE IS RIGHT THERE YOU GUYS! Teresa just kinda stared and I was like "omg hold my hoodie" for a second, and scurried after him and his group as they went into the theater bar. From there I did the stuttery, ridiculous fangirl thing of telling him what a fan I was and asking for an autograph, all flustered. He gave me one ♥ and I told him I'd been a fan since Dogma, which made him smile hugely at me and then hurried away because I dont want to be a bother. But still. AWESOME OH MY GOD!

In other news, my mother arrives on Saturday. YAY! I missed her and she's going to enjoy London so much.

Also - I am craving McDonalds. Desperately. There arent words you guys. We're talking for the last week to two and all the time. I cannot stop thinking about it. WTF IS UP WITH THAT YOU GUYS?! Anyway :D How are you guys?!
dancinbutterfly: (Killjoys - Wanted)
HI! IT IS SO FUCKING EARLY AND I DID NOT SLEEP WELL! HOWEVER, I GOT TWO TICKETS TO THE PLANETARY(GO!) VIDEO SHOOT! OH MY GOD WHAT IS MY LIFE?! I DONT KNOW BESIDES FUCKING AWESOME! I AM DYING HERE YOU GUYS! DYING! I AM GOING TO BE PART OF THE VIDEO EVEN AS JUST PART OF THE CROWD! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!


KILLJOYS MAKE SOME MOTHERFUCKING NOISE!
dancinbutterfly: (Killjoys - Wanted)
HI! IT IS SO FUCKING EARLY AND I DID NOT SLEEP WELL! HOWEVER, I GOT TWO TICKETS TO THE PLANETARY(GO!) VIDEO SHOOT! OH MY GOD WHAT IS MY LIFE?! I DONT KNOW BESIDES FUCKING AWESOME! I AM DYING HERE YOU GUYS! DYING! I AM GOING TO BE PART OF THE VIDEO EVEN AS JUST PART OF THE CROWD! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!


KILLJOYS MAKE SOME MOTHERFUCKING NOISE!
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I am at Pepi's getting my hair done and oh my god. How do I always forget what bleach does to my scalp? How? Arghhh. My skin is twitching you guys. Anywho how are you.
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I am at Pepi's getting my hair done and oh my god. How do I always forget what bleach does to my scalp? How? Arghhh. My skin is twitching you guys. Anywho how are you.

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