Love

Mar. 24th, 2013 04:36 am
dancinbutterfly: (FOB - Mikey/Pete)
Some motherfucker thought it would be okay to plagerize my fic You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. If you've known me since 2010 or before, you probably know how much of me and my early depression went into that story and the sequels because you were around for the process. If you knew me after, you know how proud I am of it because it changed what I thought I was capable of. It's one of the boldest, scariest, best things I've done in bandom and in my writing in general and that piece of shit thought it was okay to Find+Replace the names and turn it into a Supernatural fic that didnt even make sense.

It was heartbreaking and infuriating not just to me but to the women who held my hand and spent hours at five a clock in the morning and one in the afternoon talking with me about the process and listening to me bitch and letting me spam them. It's a podfic project now. I'm working on another sequel fic for someone as a part of the car-auction payments. To say this story is a huge part of my life is an understatement and it was violated.

Bottom line? Not okay.

What was amazing is that you guys came out of the woodwork for me. From people I've never seen around bandom before, let alone me, my journal and my fic to people I've known since the beginning of my baby bandom days - came out to get my back, spread the word of what happened and come to my defense. The stolen version was off AO3 before I got home from work because of you guys. Twitter spread it, the work itself was flooded with comment, the stop-plagerism com had a post, and it even got mentioned on tumblr. I didn't even have make a post of my own about it because other people in bandom did it for me, and then signal boosted it.

I was wounded and all of you amazing people came to my aid. You guys protected me. You fought for me. You took care of me. You loved me.

I spend 90% of my time here in Georgia alone except for my mom and her boyfriend. I sometimes feel like I dont have any real friends because of that and then something like this happens and I remember, yes I fucking do. I have amazing beautiful loving friends all over the planet who will go to bat for me in a literal minute. Just because I cant go to the movies with you or out to dinner doesnt change that.

I say this a little more than twenty-four hours after we lost one of our big three, my personal true love in My Chemical Romance ending, but I am so fucking grateful. I'm so grateful through my devastation at this loss because thanks to knowing them I get to know all you and nothing is more valuable to me than that. Not even the music.

So mostly, I wanted to say thank you and holy shit do I love you guys back. I love you so much that sometimes it makes me cry a little. Or a lot. Thank you all for being you. Thank you for being my friends. Thank you for reminding me that there's a world of people who care about me, even if you are scattered and sometimes digital. Prisonverse and what happened means a lot to me. What you guys did for me and what that says means so much more.
dancinbutterfly: (Panic! At the Disco - RyRo)
Title: These Elegant Crimes
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dancinbutterfly
Band(s): My Chemical Romance, The Young Veins/Panic! At the Disco
Pairing(s): Bob/Ryan, Jon/Spencer, Frank/Jamia
Word Count: ~19,800
Rating/Warnings: PTSD, history and memories of physical and sexual abuse and torture, mention of past story character death
Summary: Five years after You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison, immediately after Befriend the End of the Line Ryan Ross has been out of Janick State Correctional Facility for over a year. Bob is back in his life, he has a job despite his felony record, he barely even nightmares anymore. Those are all good things, so then why can't he just be okay already?

Part 1
Part 2


Bonus Tracks/Enhanced Content

Fanmix(es):
Ten Years Older by [livejournal.com profile] verbyna
dancinbutterfly: (Panic! At the Disco - RyRo)
Title: These Elegant Crimes
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dancinbutterfly
Band(s): My Chemical Romance, The Young Veins/Panic! At the Disco
Pairing(s): Bob/Ryan, Jon/Spencer, Frank/Jamia
Word Count: ~19,800
Rating/Warnings: PTSD, history and memories of physical and sexual abuse and torture, mention of past story character death
Summary: Five years after You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison, immediately after Befriend the End of the Line Ryan Ross has been out of Janick State Correctional Facility for over a year. Bob is back in his life, he has a job despite his felony record, he barely even nightmares anymore. Those are all good things, so then why can't he just be okay already?

Part 1
Part 2


Bonus Tracks/Enhanced Content

Fanmix(es):
Ten Years Older by [livejournal.com profile] verbyna
dancinbutterfly: (Default)
1|2

Part 1 )
dancinbutterfly: (Default)
1|2

Part 1 )
dancinbutterfly: (Panic! At the Disco - RyRo)
1|2

Part 2 )
dancinbutterfly: (Panic! At the Disco - RyRo)
1|2

Part 2 )
dancinbutterfly: (Entourage - Victory)
and I have accomplished my goal of getting my damn BBB finished enough to where I can mail it off. ITS THE TISHA B'AV MIRACLE! Okay, Tisha B'av was like, 4 days ago and its a freaking tragic holiday commemerating ALL THE JEWISH PEOPLES TRAGEDIES (and we have lots and lots yall) but whatever. It's the only holiday we've got until the High Holy Days in September/October.

Whatever. I got it finished and am sending it off. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. Now I get to do this!

Prisonverse!Sequel


19575 / 10000 words. 196% done!
dancinbutterfly: (Entourage - Victory)
and I have accomplished my goal of getting my damn BBB finished enough to where I can mail it off. ITS THE TISHA B'AV MIRACLE! Okay, Tisha B'av was like, 4 days ago and its a freaking tragic holiday commemerating ALL THE JEWISH PEOPLES TRAGEDIES (and we have lots and lots yall) but whatever. It's the only holiday we've got until the High Holy Days in September/October.

Whatever. I got it finished and am sending it off. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. Now I get to do this!

Prisonverse!Sequel


19575 / 10000 words. 196% done!
dancinbutterfly: (MCR - Hero!Bob - No Bullshit)
Title: Before We Get Much Older
Status: Complete
Fandom: My Chemical Romance
Word Count: roughly 2,000
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in or related to bandom. Title from Baba O'Riley by The Who.
Pairing: Bob Bryar/Brian Schechter
Rating: PG-13
Betas and helpers: [livejournal.com profile] b_dsaint for the quick beta, [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx and [livejournal.com profile] rosykate for the help.
Authors Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] torakowalski's birthday! She loves Bob/Brian and said it could be in an existing universe, so this is set roughly 15 years before You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. You don't need to read that story to read this one. This also fills the kink bingo square for piercing/needleplay.
Summary: Brian's talked Bob into getting a lip ring. When you're sixteen, broke, and effectively homeless, that's a little more complicated than it sounds.

“I’m not sure about this,” Bob says, his words a little slurred from trying to keep the ice pressed to the side of his mouth. )
dancinbutterfly: (MCR - Hero!Bob - No Bullshit)
Title: Before We Get Much Older
Status: Complete
Fandom: My Chemical Romance
Word Count: roughly 2,000
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in or related to bandom. Title from Baba O'Riley by The Who.
Pairing: Bob Bryar/Brian Schechter
Rating: PG-13
Betas and helpers: [livejournal.com profile] b_dsaint for the quick beta, [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx and [livejournal.com profile] rosykate for the help.
Authors Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] torakowalski's birthday! She loves Bob/Brian and said it could be in an existing universe, so this is set roughly 15 years before You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. You don't need to read that story to read this one. This also fills the kink bingo square for piercing/needleplay.
Summary: Brian's talked Bob into getting a lip ring. When you're sixteen, broke, and effectively homeless, that's a little more complicated than it sounds.

“I’m not sure about this,” Bob says, his words a little slurred from trying to keep the ice pressed to the side of his mouth. )
dancinbutterfly: (Panic! At the Disco - RyRo)
Title: Befriend the End of the Line
Status: Complete
Fandom: My Chemical Romance/The Young Veins(Panic at the Disco)
Word Count: roughly 5,700
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in or related to bandom.
Pairing: Bob Bryar/Ryan Ross
Rating: R
Betas and helpers: [livejournal.com profile] b_dsaint for the quick beta, [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx and [livejournal.com profile] sly_fuck for the help.
Authors Notes: Written for the timestamp meme. [livejournal.com profile] chuckaloonie asked for what happens after with Bob and Ryan after they get out of Janick in the You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. Title paraphrased from Home by Depeche Mode.
Summary: Bob gets out of prison a year after Ryan with a pocketful of letters from him that have no return address. It's been too long since Bob last saw him and he isn't going to let something like that stop him from finding Ryan.

The first thing Bob sees - as he steps, blinking into morning sunlight; a free man for the first time in more than five years - is Frank, sitting on the hood of his car. )
dancinbutterfly: (Panic! At the Disco - RyRo)
Title: Befriend the End of the Line
Status: Complete
Fandom: My Chemical Romance/The Young Veins(Panic at the Disco)
Word Count: roughly 5,700
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in or related to bandom.
Pairing: Bob Bryar/Ryan Ross
Rating: R
Betas and helpers: [livejournal.com profile] b_dsaint for the quick beta, [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx and [livejournal.com profile] sly_fuck for the help.
Authors Notes: Written for the timestamp meme. [livejournal.com profile] chuckaloonie asked for what happens after with Bob and Ryan after they get out of Janick in the You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. Title paraphrased from Home by Depeche Mode.
Summary: Bob gets out of prison a year after Ryan with a pocketful of letters from him that have no return address. It's been too long since Bob last saw him and he isn't going to let something like that stop him from finding Ryan.

The first thing Bob sees - as he steps, blinking into morning sunlight; a free man for the first time in more than five years - is Frank, sitting on the hood of his car. )
dancinbutterfly: (MCR - Hero!Bob - No Bullshit)
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison

Band(s): MCR, FOB, CS, TAI, MSI, and others
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in or related to any of the bands in or mentioned in this fic. Real people are real and not mine. Also, everything I know about prison I learned from OZ, everything else is creative license.
Pairing(s): Bob/Ryan, Pete/Patrick, Gerard/Brian (Gabe/Ryan, Gabe/Bill, past Bob/Brian, Ryan/Others)
Word Count: ~50,000 words
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Highlight to read warnings. Graphic discussion of off-scene rape, dub-con, torture, mental abuse, violence, drug use, character death, Gabe being evil

Notes: This fic kinda took a village and I have so many amazing people to thank. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] b_dsaint for being there for me since literally the first moment I got the idea, through beta, all the way to the end in every way,[livejournal.com profile] turps33 for the encouragement and suggestions on how to make it make sense, [livejournal.com profile] rivlee and [livejournal.com profile] ohourheartsbeat for the support and beta, [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx for the amazing love and encouragement, and [livejournal.com profile] ariadne83, [livejournal.com profile] anonknewmoose, and [livejournal.com profile] allyndra for all the handholding. Thank you all so much.

Summary: The Decaydence: that’s what the inmates call the D Block of Janick State Correctional Facility. The Decaydance is full of your garden variety mobsters, gangsters, pimps, drug dealers, crazy cult leaders, murderers, and other dangerous offenders. What people appear to be isn’t necessarily who they are but all that matters is reputation, how they stay alive and where they fall on the Decaydance food chain.




Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five

Bonus Tracks/Enhanced Content

Fanmix(es):
I Wish We Weren't Conceived in Violence by [livejournal.com profile] athenejen
This World Isn't Kind to Little Things... by [livejournal.com profile] lumikki_fee
dancinbutterfly: (MCR - Hero!Bob - No Bullshit)
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison

Band(s): MCR, FOB, CS, TAI, MSI, and others
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in or related to any of the bands in or mentioned in this fic. Real people are real and not mine. Also, everything I know about prison I learned from OZ, everything else is creative license.
Pairing(s): Bob/Ryan, Pete/Patrick, Gerard/Brian (Gabe/Ryan, Gabe/Bill, past Bob/Brian, Ryan/Others)
Word Count: ~50,000 words
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Highlight to read warnings. Graphic discussion of off-scene rape, dub-con, torture, mental abuse, violence, drug use, character death, Gabe being evil

Notes: This fic kinda took a village and I have so many amazing people to thank. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] b_dsaint for being there for me since literally the first moment I got the idea, through beta, all the way to the end in every way,[livejournal.com profile] turps33 for the encouragement and suggestions on how to make it make sense, [livejournal.com profile] rivlee and [livejournal.com profile] ohourheartsbeat for the support and beta, [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx for the amazing love and encouragement, and [livejournal.com profile] ariadne83, [livejournal.com profile] anonknewmoose, and [livejournal.com profile] allyndra for all the handholding. Thank you all so much.

Summary: The Decaydence: that’s what the inmates call the D Block of Janick State Correctional Facility. The Decaydance is full of your garden variety mobsters, gangsters, pimps, drug dealers, crazy cult leaders, murderers, and other dangerous offenders. What people appear to be isn’t necessarily who they are but all that matters is reputation, how they stay alive and where they fall on the Decaydance food chain.




Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five

Bonus Tracks/Enhanced Content

Fanmix(es):
I Wish We Weren't Conceived in Violence by [livejournal.com profile] athenejen
This World Isn't Kind to Little Things... by [livejournal.com profile] lumikki_fee
dancinbutterfly: (MCR - Hero!Frank- Venganza)
1|2|3|4|5

You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison Part 1/5 )
dancinbutterfly: (FOB - Pete Wentz)
1|2|3|4|5

You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison Part 2/5 )
dancinbutterfly: (FOB - Pete Wentz)
1|2|3|4|5

You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison Part 2/5 )

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