dancinbutterfly: (Clone High -Life gives you Lemons)
Well I have exactly 10 days until I am done with my first semester of graduate school. I finished my hardest paper and now have two to go. One I'm supremely confident about. The other one not so much but that class has a lot more grades so I'm a lot less worried.

I got back in touch with Paul this semester and I think its made a world of difference. I'm less lonely and more grounded and just better. I wish I had more friends like him but some people are one in a million.

I'm having and insane amount of sex though. Insane. I hooked up with five people Wednesday. 4 men and a woman. I dont know what I'm doing besides embracing my slutty side. She's a wide one, Slut!Rachael. She likes to get banged. It helps her sleep. IDEK. SAFE SEX ALWAYS so dont worry about that but I'm really taking to the adage that women can fuck like men, you know? It's fun.

Anywho if I get through this semester with passing grades I'm getting a tattoo in honor of Dolores. I decided it ages ago and its a little heart she drew but I'm going to get it on my wrist with her hand writing possibly writing the words "we carry on." because in my life it all comes back to my chem doesnt it?

Most of all I missed all yall but I'm still reading. Sorry for the silence. I'll try to do better. Love you all.

oh

Jul. 31st, 2014 02:03 pm
dancinbutterfly: (Farscape - Save Me -John)
So. Yesterday the field director knocked me from full time to part time student because I made the mistake of disclosing my disabilities to the School of Social Work. And I missed the Monumentour because of all that was involved in this mess. And the M&G. I'm going sit here and sob for awhile. Don't mind me.

How do I keep missing FOB you guys? How?

Also, did i mention I got knocked from full to part time. I just. Not enough weed or sleep in the world to make up for this.
dancinbutterfly: (Spartacus - Doctore smells your bullshit)
SO! Idk if I told you guys this but I work for a little zine called Den of Geek, or I did once upon a dream. This year, I got automatically registered for press at San Diego Comic Con. Yay! Then I get an email from my boss - there are too many people going you cant go. Color me shattered. If you know me you know I live for SDCC and this year I'll have a full time job so I'll have the money to go without asking for help from my mom. It's a great thing. Except for the boss thing.

Press is not something I must have. I want to be clear on that. I went for four years as a regular guest and was FINE with that. I would've been FINE doing it again had I any idea my boss didnt want me going. But apparently he didnt and didnt tell me and I got approved anyway so the last 3 weeks I've been stressing and today I did the not-stupid thing and finally read the FAQs. Guess what?

Q: I was approved for a Comic-Con 2014 press badge but I am unable to attend. Can I transfer my press badge to another member of my outlet/company?
A: No. Press registration is a courtesy and your Comic-Con press badge is non-transferable. You may not transfer or sell your Comic-Con press badge.
- See more at: http://www.comic-con.org/cci/press-faq#sthash.E14YiDv7.dpuf

And I checked my registration? It's still there - as press. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK YOU BOSSMAN. YOU CANT DO SHIT. Listen if he asks nice and gets back to me (he is terrible about getting back to me) I will be respectful and not be a correspondent but take my love, take my land, take me where I cannot stand, I don't care, I'm still free, you can't take SDCC from me.

VICTORY IS MINE, VICTORY IS MINE GREAT DAY IN THE MORNING PEOPLE VICTORY IS MINE BRING ME THE FINEST MUFFINS IN ALL THE LAND.

In other news, I paid my deposit at Georgia State, got my PantherCard Student ID and now an official student \o/
dancinbutterfly: (Clone High -Life gives you Lemons)
So. Things have been rough for Team Rachael - once again FSU made my life nearly ruined because of timing - joy. There was a lot of nearly collapsing in and I made nearly got withdrawn and a few days were spent with me working through tears but today I got it done. Social Work Grad School - You are applied for.

Not to mention - I may have lost my space at ComicCon not to mention my press access because they dont Have Enough Room and thought now would be a good time to tell me, a month away when I already bought a flight and made commitments to share a room. Awesome. I literally live for these five days. Literally. I mean there were days where I was like "I can hurt myself! I'd miss SDCC" and its kept me from serious ideation since i got sick. Not an option not to go.

Ah well. I did get a job. Still phone job, still for an adult line but I'm not doing chats, I'll be running customer service and dispatch and making (hopefully) more money.

But I kept getting kicked in the face and in tears but I kept being like "okay what to do next to get through this." and my friend Merjia said that I have a battle spirit to keep forcing myself back so fast after meeting defeat. I love the idea a lot. As in }I am mentally drafting a tattoo of the concept{ like that.

I've been watching Hockey, dreaming of being with Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy, and writing about teen wolf. My brain processes oddly.
dancinbutterfly: (Default)
So, I've been radio silent for a long time. Lots of thinking about my life and working on things and getting denied and denied and fired and denied and shut down makes you really think. The disillusionment with what it takes to teach, with what you have to do to be ALLOWED to stand in front of a classroom, if thats what I actually want I came to the realization that no. I don't want it bad enough, not the teaching part anyway.

The part of teaching I loved was less actually teaching than those golden moments between myself and students where I actually connected. Helping. I liked *helping*. Particularly counseling students, defusing fights, contacting the right people to get students in abusive situations or violent ones or emotionally difficult ones where they need to be.

I constantly found my hands tied by the rules and regulations because thats not a teacher's job.

That's a social worker's job.

The burn out in both professions is high. But after about 2 months of privately tearing my shit up with 2 trips to NY for teaching fellowships that went nowhere and realizing that my goals were different than the goals of the other candidates around me, I'm redirecting myself.

I'm, uh, applying to various schools for a Masters of Social Work instead. I found out late so there are only a couple still accepting applications but once again I find myself in the "they cant say yes if you dont try." I am trying. At least I can burn out doing what I actually like rather than forcing myself into the box of teacher because I want it to be a good fit. And I did. I did want it to fit. I just dont know that it ever will on a public school level.

I'm working on my statement of purpose now for both the schools I want that are here in easy driving distance. I have a lot to say but my god, organizing my thoughts is hard when its my PURPOSE I'm trying to talk about and not prisonverse Pete/Patrick or gangbang!verse Derek/Stiles.

Aergh. Six pages feels like too much and not enough space. I want to sleep, stay awake, eat, and throw up - all at once.

So no
dancinbutterfly: (MCR - Hero!Bob - No Bullshit)
This morning I got a facebook message from the most odious person I went to high school with. It was basically spam except for the fact that he knowingly sent it to me. As he was a total dicksnot, I decided "Screw the high road, I'm going to have fun." Before you, is the conversation with the names removed because I do believing in privacy but there's no innocence here yall.

Hey, Rachael! I hope you're having a great weekend! **** and I are on our way back from Nashville from a Rodan and Fields conference. We had a blast and we are gearing up for an awesome 2014! They just announced that our next convention will be in ******* this September! There is going to be another business presentation at the W Hotel in downtown ******* this Friday night. Are you free on Friday night? We would love for you to go and hear about it! Let me know and I'll put you on the guest list! :)


The exclamation points. *pinches the bridge of her nose* I just- *exhales* Even if I did like him, the exclamation point abuse would require punishment. What did the exclamation point ever do to you?

Hey there ***,
So, I'm not exactly sure how we ended up facebook friends except for the fact that I pay so little attention to facebook 99.99% of the time(this is my bi-monthly check for family activity)that I used to click accept without paying attention but sweetheart, you do remember that we don't like each other, right? Every class we had together in high school was an exercise in angry glares and quiet loathing. While I'm super happy to be able to count you as a casual acquaintance rather than The Only Person Who Had A Problem With Me In High School and Outright Hated Me Starting in Coach McAuley's 9th Grade English Class and Wasn't Afraid To Tell Me To My Face, I would not consider that grounds for me to care enough about you or your affairs to sit through a conference hocking skin care(and it is skincare right? I had to google Rodan and Holland as I have never heard of them before but go you and your face cream). Especially not when I could be doing something truly valuable to society - like watching videos of cats on youtube or playing angry birds.

On a whatever date your shindig is on I will either be out with friends or perhaps head to bed early as I have a job that requires me to work during the day on Fridays. By Friday all the give-a-fuck-about-things-that-don't-matter, like Rodan and Holland skin care for example, has been sucked from my very soul. I don't see that changing by September. So it is with regret I must decline your generous offer of a spot on what I am sure will be a jam-packed guest list.

I would also like to encourage you not to send me your little business machinations in the future as I wont care then either. Feel free to not contact me again until a class reunion.

That said I wish you luck in your endeavors and a happy new year.


The amount of unholy glee writing that gave me - yall there arent words. There are. No. Words. Most of the time, I do take the high road. I take abuse from my mom daily and my sister whenever she's in town. I always take it at work with students and I strive to be the kind of person who looks cashiers and waitstaff in the eye and thanks them every single time because those people matter and last. Not this time. The low road was just too tempting; I ran down it like Usain fucking Bolt and it was glorious.

In other news - I havent had more than a days work in 2 weeks because I have strep throat. I should be noncontagious by the weekend though. Yay. And if you haven't asked me a question yet for the February Talk Meme PLEASE PLEASE DO SO! There are 21 sad empty spots left! You can fill them! Come on! Fandom questions! TMI questions! Political questions(which could be TMI...)! Unpopular opinion questions! Fic what I wrote questions! Poor life choices questions! Other questions you are better at coming up with than me! You dont even have to pick a day if you dont want. Just ask.
dancinbutterfly: (Gone With The Wind)
So I took the Georgia teacher certification exams - English I and II - today. It took 4 hours and was incredibly stressful. I dont find out if I passed until July 16. But, um, yay? Hopefully I will pass and can apply for jobs in Atlanta or abroad or not. At least I would have it! *flops* Holy crap it was stressful and I am deeply fried.
dancinbutterfly: (Gone With The Wind)
So I took the Georgia teacher certification exams - English I and II - today. It took 4 hours and was incredibly stressful. I dont find out if I passed until July 16. But, um, yay? Hopefully I will pass and can apply for jobs in Atlanta or abroad or not. At least I would have it! *flops* Holy crap it was stressful and I am deeply fried.
dancinbutterfly: (Venture Bros. - Blogging)
The beginning of 2012 has been better than the end of 2011 so far. I'm still in partial hospitalization at Skyland Trail and today, I met with the recreational therapist. She helped me big time in setting daily/long term goals and how to actually achieve them (journaling apparently). So this year, this space is going to have a lot more content and more of it psych related. Most of it will be positive, for example "this is what I did to exercise today" "These are the nice things I said to myself" or "these are the chores I got done." Anything harder core than that - my PTSD, my daddy issues, my self-esteem issues, and my food issues will all go under a cut because I don't want to trigger anyone.

Just for today, I did 2 big things.
1)I exercised with purpose and commitment for the first time in almost a year.
2)I signed up to take the GRE(a standardized test for graduate school admmissions - because I'm going to grad school O.O)

Anywho, now just need [livejournal.com profile] bandomstuffsit to wrap up so I can do the year-end fic meme thing. :D

How are you guys?
dancinbutterfly: (Venture Bros. - Blogging)
The beginning of 2012 has been better than the end of 2011 so far. I'm still in partial hospitalization at Skyland Trail and today, I met with the recreational therapist. She helped me big time in setting daily/long term goals and how to actually achieve them (journaling apparently). So this year, this space is going to have a lot more content and more of it psych related. Most of it will be positive, for example "this is what I did to exercise today" "These are the nice things I said to myself" or "these are the chores I got done." Anything harder core than that - my PTSD, my daddy issues, my self-esteem issues, and my food issues will all go under a cut because I don't want to trigger anyone.

Just for today, I did 2 big things.
1)I exercised with purpose and commitment for the first time in almost a year.
2)I signed up to take the GRE(a standardized test for graduate school admmissions - because I'm going to grad school O.O)

Anywho, now just need [livejournal.com profile] bandomstuffsit to wrap up so I can do the year-end fic meme thing. :D

How are you guys?
dancinbutterfly: (MCR - Hero!Bob - No Bullshit)
Dear family, dear friends, dear acquaintances - dear everyone whose think they have any fucking right to ask me questions from my mother to the stranger in the mall - just STOP.

Stop giving me ideas of what I can do with my life with creative writing as my major. Stop making suggestions about what I should do in terms of a post-uni job. Stop suggesting that you know anything about how or what I write when you have no fucking idea. Stop throwing numbers involving debt and loans at me. Stop telling me places where they are hiring. Stop asking me questions about what I want to do. Leave me be. Stop asking me where I went to school and what I thought of it.

Yes this is real life. Yes I have to deal with it at some point but I graduate Saturday. Can I please just have the next four days in fucking peace to not try and figure out where I'm going, what I'm doing, how I'm going to do it, and when it will be done? Yeah that would be super fucking great.

STOP IT NOW.

No fucking love at all,
Me
dancinbutterfly: (MCR - Hero!Bob - No Bullshit)
Dear family, dear friends, dear acquaintances - dear everyone whose think they have any fucking right to ask me questions from my mother to the stranger in the mall - just STOP.

Stop giving me ideas of what I can do with my life with creative writing as my major. Stop making suggestions about what I should do in terms of a post-uni job. Stop suggesting that you know anything about how or what I write when you have no fucking idea. Stop throwing numbers involving debt and loans at me. Stop telling me places where they are hiring. Stop asking me questions about what I want to do. Leave me be. Stop asking me where I went to school and what I thought of it.

Yes this is real life. Yes I have to deal with it at some point but I graduate Saturday. Can I please just have the next four days in fucking peace to not try and figure out where I'm going, what I'm doing, how I'm going to do it, and when it will be done? Yeah that would be super fucking great.

STOP IT NOW.

No fucking love at all,
Me
dancinbutterfly: (Zombieland - Tallahassee)
Things in real life got very complicated very fast once ComicCon ended you guys. I got trapped in San Diego for about two days (Thanks so much Delta) at which point, my father decided to call me for the first time in months and it's was pretty devastating. I cried like a little girl in the airport. Then I had my finals - three of them back to back, the last exams of my college experience and wasn't that fucking stressful as hell? My sister and mother were out of town so I had to take care of that and just - a lot of stress. Then there's financial aid problems that never got solved in May and oh yeah? Did I mention that I was in car wreck before I left for ComicCon? There's that too.

Today I spent a rather large amount of time fighting with financial aid at FSU and. Um. I fired my psychiatrist. Shit gets a tiny bit real under the cut and I cut it because I have mental health issues and dont want to trigger you with them if thats the sort of thing that will set you off )

Oh yeah, and I graduate from university with a bachelors in English, focus on Creative Writing on Saturday. So, yes. This whole fucking week is scary and exhausting and just...as amazing as ComicCon was - things are rough in Rachael World. I'm fine but it's not the easiest going so if I'm slow to respond to you - thats why.

On the fannish side - I'm still taking prompts over at the whole Hypothetical AU meme post because it's fun and I am living and breathing distractions right now. If you havent dropped an idea over there, feel free. I'd love to have something else to think about - like, IDK, what it'd be like if Charles Xavier were the blond chick equivalent in Clan of the Cave Bear or if Bebe were a high class call girl and the Black Cards were a fancy shmancy escort agency or something. I dont know. What I do know is that I am really not ready to think about my world right now. Next week maybe but right now lets talk about other worlds instead.

*adjusts tinfoil hat and climbs into her pillow fort to wait this shit out*
dancinbutterfly: (Zombieland - Tallahassee)
Things in real life got very complicated very fast once ComicCon ended you guys. I got trapped in San Diego for about two days (Thanks so much Delta) at which point, my father decided to call me for the first time in months and it's was pretty devastating. I cried like a little girl in the airport. Then I had my finals - three of them back to back, the last exams of my college experience and wasn't that fucking stressful as hell? My sister and mother were out of town so I had to take care of that and just - a lot of stress. Then there's financial aid problems that never got solved in May and oh yeah? Did I mention that I was in car wreck before I left for ComicCon? There's that too.

Today I spent a rather large amount of time fighting with financial aid at FSU and. Um. I fired my psychiatrist. Shit gets a tiny bit real under the cut and I cut it because I have mental health issues and dont want to trigger you with them if thats the sort of thing that will set you off )

Oh yeah, and I graduate from university with a bachelors in English, focus on Creative Writing on Saturday. So, yes. This whole fucking week is scary and exhausting and just...as amazing as ComicCon was - things are rough in Rachael World. I'm fine but it's not the easiest going so if I'm slow to respond to you - thats why.

On the fannish side - I'm still taking prompts over at the whole Hypothetical AU meme post because it's fun and I am living and breathing distractions right now. If you havent dropped an idea over there, feel free. I'd love to have something else to think about - like, IDK, what it'd be like if Charles Xavier were the blond chick equivalent in Clan of the Cave Bear or if Bebe were a high class call girl and the Black Cards were a fancy shmancy escort agency or something. I dont know. What I do know is that I am really not ready to think about my world right now. Next week maybe but right now lets talk about other worlds instead.

*adjusts tinfoil hat and climbs into her pillow fort to wait this shit out*
dancinbutterfly: (Venture Bros. - Blogging)
Mom's home from her cruise. I missed her but mostly? I missed having someone to call when I had what could've been the beginings of an MRSA outbreak. This is a BFD for me and it was not fun to go through that sort of panic alone. Yeah, I saw my therapist an extra time over that crap. Also, I was dog sitting an adorable TERROR. Oh, and somewhere in all that I got a virus so bad that it took FOUR HOURS with tech support to resolve it - and required installing like 3 different kinds of virus removers/scanners. Not fun, I dont suggest it.

That said, everything is good now. I got a massive amount done tonight. I paid my credit card bill \o/ I booked my flight to ComicCon (it cost me $30 round trip. Thank you very much Delta. Pleasure doing business with you, I'll be sure to give up my seat more in future *bows*) \o/ I bought my ticket to the Honda Civic Tour (because damnit, I cannot see MCR too many times in one year. Also? BLINK 182!!!) \o/ RWrote some letters in regards to getting jobs! \o/

Now I'm trying to make myself chill and go to sleep and I am staring at my BBB and wondering why the hell I thought participating was a good idea. Of course then I look at my gorgeous art and mixes and am like "oh yeah" but still, to quote Dana Marschz "OH MY GOD! WRITING IS SO HARD!"

And now, for those of you playing along at home, quotes from class #2 of Astronomy.
THERES A UNICORN AT THE CENTER OF THE SOLAR SYSTEM! WITH A CANDY CENTER! )
dancinbutterfly: (Venture Bros. - Blogging)
Mom's home from her cruise. I missed her but mostly? I missed having someone to call when I had what could've been the beginings of an MRSA outbreak. This is a BFD for me and it was not fun to go through that sort of panic alone. Yeah, I saw my therapist an extra time over that crap. Also, I was dog sitting an adorable TERROR. Oh, and somewhere in all that I got a virus so bad that it took FOUR HOURS with tech support to resolve it - and required installing like 3 different kinds of virus removers/scanners. Not fun, I dont suggest it.

That said, everything is good now. I got a massive amount done tonight. I paid my credit card bill \o/ I booked my flight to ComicCon (it cost me $30 round trip. Thank you very much Delta. Pleasure doing business with you, I'll be sure to give up my seat more in future *bows*) \o/ I bought my ticket to the Honda Civic Tour (because damnit, I cannot see MCR too many times in one year. Also? BLINK 182!!!) \o/ RWrote some letters in regards to getting jobs! \o/

Now I'm trying to make myself chill and go to sleep and I am staring at my BBB and wondering why the hell I thought participating was a good idea. Of course then I look at my gorgeous art and mixes and am like "oh yeah" but still, to quote Dana Marschz "OH MY GOD! WRITING IS SO HARD!"

And now, for those of you playing along at home, quotes from class #2 of Astronomy.
THERES A UNICORN AT THE CENTER OF THE SOLAR SYSTEM! WITH A CANDY CENTER! )
dancinbutterfly: (Tudors - St. Basterd)
Right, so I can no longer keep silent. Some of you follow me on twitter and know that I have been taking an astronomy class and that the things that get said in that class are mindboggling. Because I cannot bear to be the only one who finds this shit amazing, I've been taking notes. I have more notes on the things people say than on the science. In particular, the interactions of the ever-patient teacher and a student named Joshua.

You guys, I cannot even. I can't. I do not know if he has a learning disability, if he was DEEPLY failed educationally by parents and/or teachers or if he just isnt very clever. Regardless, I respect his willingness to ask questions. I just CANNOT STOP MYSELF FROM BEING AMUSED at the questions, okay? They're very funny. And he's not the only one. He's just one of them. The quotes I've pulled from this class, they're gold. So over the next semester, I will be sharing them with you. Please note? I have not adjusted grammar or wording if at all possible. These are the things that my classmates and teacher and sometimes myself say, without adjustment. Things in [] are to clarify the topic. :D

Ready? Okay!

First class of the semester - “So, astronomers believe there's life on other galaxies like way far away?” )

Next post, class two! FEEL FREE TO TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS SHIT. OKAY? I NEED OTHER PEOPLE TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS.
dancinbutterfly: (Tudors - St. Basterd)
Right, so I can no longer keep silent. Some of you follow me on twitter and know that I have been taking an astronomy class and that the things that get said in that class are mindboggling. Because I cannot bear to be the only one who finds this shit amazing, I've been taking notes. I have more notes on the things people say than on the science. In particular, the interactions of the ever-patient teacher and a student named Joshua.

You guys, I cannot even. I can't. I do not know if he has a learning disability, if he was DEEPLY failed educationally by parents and/or teachers or if he just isnt very clever. Regardless, I respect his willingness to ask questions. I just CANNOT STOP MYSELF FROM BEING AMUSED at the questions, okay? They're very funny. And he's not the only one. He's just one of them. The quotes I've pulled from this class, they're gold. So over the next semester, I will be sharing them with you. Please note? I have not adjusted grammar or wording if at all possible. These are the things that my classmates and teacher and sometimes myself say, without adjustment. Things in [] are to clarify the topic. :D

Ready? Okay!

First class of the semester - “So, astronomers believe there's life on other galaxies like way far away?” )

Next post, class two! FEEL FREE TO TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS SHIT. OKAY? I NEED OTHER PEOPLE TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS.
dancinbutterfly: (Inglorious Basterds - Bingo!)
Okay, so, as of yesterday, I started my first day of my last semester of college. Hopefully, when this 7 weeks is over, I will be one graduation ceremony away from being in possession of abachelors degree from Florida State University. I'm taking Biology and Astronomy at local community college and oh, some of the gems that come out of peoples mouths. Its special snowflake-y. And lets not even talk about all the things that went wrong to get to this point. It was lots, I am not going to dwell because I AM SO CLOSE TO DONE YOU GUYS!

In other news, I've started trying to get healthy. There is a LOT more involved in that but I'm saving that for another post that has cuts because I don't want to trigger anyone but yeah. That is a big thing in my life at the moment.

AND ITS JUNE! June is awesome because it has two awesome things. 1 [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang stories start getting posted and 2)MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 15th! WHEEEE! [livejournal.com profile] ofangoriousone is going to be here the day before and its probably the best present I could POSSIBLY GET. *smishes* Although you know, if anyone feels inspired to write Bob/Ryan or Pete/Patrick or Brendon/jealous-of-Dallon!Spencer or Pete/Mikey fics, I wouldnt snub my nose at that - I'm just saying.

And in closing - ITS KINK BINGO TIME YOU GUYS! BINGO OF KINK! Last year I only managed one square *SIGH* but this year I want to manage a full bingo if not more. So, I'm putting my bingo card under the cut (I love this card and there are pretty much none that squick me) to save your FList but I would LOVE suggestions. I'm only feeling Panic/FOB/BlackCards/MCR/TYV in terms of writing but please - prompts. More than one from anyone is welcome. I make no promises but I really want to get more done this time around (not being crazy should help with that).

And now onto the kinks! )
dancinbutterfly: (Inglorious Basterds - Bingo!)
Okay, so, as of yesterday, I started my first day of my last semester of college. Hopefully, when this 7 weeks is over, I will be one graduation ceremony away from being in possession of abachelors degree from Florida State University. I'm taking Biology and Astronomy at local community college and oh, some of the gems that come out of peoples mouths. Its special snowflake-y. And lets not even talk about all the things that went wrong to get to this point. It was lots, I am not going to dwell because I AM SO CLOSE TO DONE YOU GUYS!

In other news, I've started trying to get healthy. There is a LOT more involved in that but I'm saving that for another post that has cuts because I don't want to trigger anyone but yeah. That is a big thing in my life at the moment.

AND ITS JUNE! June is awesome because it has two awesome things. 1 [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang stories start getting posted and 2)MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 15th! WHEEEE! [livejournal.com profile] ofangoriousone is going to be here the day before and its probably the best present I could POSSIBLY GET. *smishes* Although you know, if anyone feels inspired to write Bob/Ryan or Pete/Patrick or Brendon/jealous-of-Dallon!Spencer or Pete/Mikey fics, I wouldnt snub my nose at that - I'm just saying.

And in closing - ITS KINK BINGO TIME YOU GUYS! BINGO OF KINK! Last year I only managed one square *SIGH* but this year I want to manage a full bingo if not more. So, I'm putting my bingo card under the cut (I love this card and there are pretty much none that squick me) to save your FList but I would LOVE suggestions. I'm only feeling Panic/FOB/BlackCards/MCR/TYV in terms of writing but please - prompts. More than one from anyone is welcome. I make no promises but I really want to get more done this time around (not being crazy should help with that).

And now onto the kinks! )

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